14 posts from 2008

Chillin at the corner store

28/2/08

From my cell as a check

I know i need help with all my trobules but the aid you gave caused them to double. I know love is strong.. strong enough to survive. but no one i love is still alive. you said you would help me so why did you hurt me so. instead of causing so much pain you could have let it go. you shot me, pushed me, stabed me , and jabed me. in stead of all that you could have just passed me. sex with you i could not stand. instead of you i'd use my hand. all the time spent with me you forgot to meantion. All was done cause of cruel intentions.

I know i need help with all my trobules but the aid you gave caused them to double. I know love is strong.. strong enough to survive. but no one i love is still alive. you said you would help me so why did you hurt me so. instead of causing so much pain you could have let it go. you shot me, pushed me, stabed me , and jabed me. in stead of all that you could have just passed me. sex with you i could not stand. instead of you i'd use my hand. all the time spent with me you forgot to meantion. All was done cause of cruel intentions.

I know i need help with all my trobules but the aid you gave caused them to double. I know love is strong.. strong enough to survive. but no one i love is still alive. you said you would help me so why did you hurt me so. instead of causing so much pain you could have let it go. you shot me, pushed me, stabed me , and jabed me. in stead of all that you could have just passed me. sex with you i could not stand. instead of you i'd use my hand. all the time spent with me you forgot to meantion. All was done cause of cruel intentions.

you tend to find the little things wrong. you tend to see not the great mind but what she has on. you tend to notice a slight defect. you almost always forget the day you met. doing things like that will cause your life to go by in a blink. you look into her eyes and ask why are you so blue. you need to relect on the hurt you put her through. your time is runng out because your moving to fast. like when you saw her with that boy and wanted to whip her ass. but that boy was her brother man get your mind right. now don't be stupid. why leave the girl you love for the girl you like when the girl you like will leave you for the guy she loves. so take a breath. a few seconds is all you need. then you'll realize how much she wanted you pleased. you wasted so much time on that other chick. and your mad now cause shes with that other bitch. i hope your happy. with all you do. cause your grirl is gone you and her are through

you tend to find the little things wrong. you tend to see not the great mind but what she has on. you tend to notice a slight defect. you almost always forget the day you met. doing things like that will cause your life to go by in a blink. you look into her eyes and ask why are you so blue. you need to relect on the hurt you put her through. your time is runng out because your moving to fast. like when you saw her with that boy and wanted to whip her ass. but that boy was her brother man get your mind right. now don't be stupid. why leave the girl you love for the girl you like when the girl you like will leave you for the guy she loves. so take a breath. a few seconds is all you need. then you'll realize how much she wanted you pleased. you wasted so much time on that other chick. and your mad now cause shes with that other bitch. i hope your happy. with all you do. cause your grirl is gone you and her are through

I'm happy cause i'm with you. why don't you belive my vie of commetment. I love I need you I want you it's true. why do you still ask if I do. I gave you my heart, and passed you the ring, I showed you my smile as you heard ne sing. my life has purpose when i'm with you. so as I smile and joke with friends remember who's the girl I rate a ten. you see there's only one who truly has my heart be mine baby and we'll never part

Are you here with me. Would you here me out. I wish to share with you Things thought of but not spoken about. Why do we love, if we aren't loved back. Why are we forced to make up for what others lack. Why don't you see the pain I feel. Why can't you acknowledge what is real. I know you love me. I know you care; and because you do Ill always be there. Am I lost? Wrong for feeling. Or found. Right for seeing. My life is yours. My heart, my body all at your whim. I gave you my all. Why vex my then. I only hurt cause you hurt me. I only cry for you. Until today i would have died for you. I will move on I have no choice. Please stay away. Ill lapse if I here your voice. I gave up many things for you. But it didn't matter cause I had you. I now however am left with nothing. Will someone take your place in my heart....I won't know untill it happens. Please forgive me for the wrongs I've done because I forgive you. We just want to be happy. That's what we will do. These baby are my words to you.

I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel, like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart, locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.